Osculation;Goodbye

hey!!!

2011-03-27T13:42:00.002+08:00

Heyy!!! i missed blogging!!! I had a very good lunch and dinner yesterday at JB..Azree fetch me and go straight to JB,we went to Kg Melayu and have our lunch there.OMG, the ABC (ice kachang) there is like so damn nice lahh!!! Got choc ice cream on top of it plus the choc sauce and nuts!! yummy!!! After that he sent me off to Yati's crib at Ulu Tiram..Yati drives me off to get something done and we headed Taman Daya to get our dinner! We had steamboat for our dinner and we ate alot!!! Just the 2 of us and we ate like 4 ppls serving! hahaha..I was so happy and Yati sent me off to my crib. I had lots of fun in JB yesterday and i hope to have more like those.hehe ok i need to mug now, theres a test tomrw! ok bye!! till then..

A New Begining..

2011-02-22T20:25:00.002+08:00

OMG!! Its been a month since my last update.So lets starts now!
FYI, Ive started my new job.Everything is new. Friends, working time & life. Nothing remains.
Most importantly, Im lovin it!!! Im loving my new routine n such! wohoooo!!
Bye Mcdonalds!! I miss u!! Thanks for the 7 years of fun and full of experience! i love u too!!!!
I wanna knock off now.till then. tata!

3 week of 2011

2011-01-23T11:53:00.003+08:00

Congrats on ur Engagement Yuni!!! :) 22012011
Its been such a wonderful time meeting u guys (ITE peeps) at Yuni's engagement.
Lama gileerrr tak jumpe ye!
This gadget have been with me since the start of the new year. The reason for my smile since day 1.haha.Useful la babe!!!

Apart from that, 2011 have been a good start so far.Alhamdullillah. Im now serving my last 2 weeks in Mcd. Im looking forward to my new job right after the CNY. I hope that everything will be smooth. No doubt that i will miss my Mcd life..Its been 7 years in total that i have spend in Mcd and i will miss all those moments..

2011-01-02T11:43:00.002+08:00

Lets start a new year on the right note.Frankly speaks, i think i wasted a year. I did nothing but working.I really hopes that this year,I'm gonna start something new.New job or something? I was being so stagnant last year.Too slack!`

Anyway, congrates to Hisham Zain & Nona Kirana on thier wedding. Hisham got what he wants! Hisham got Nona!!!! Selamat Pengantin Baru from all of us at Akedemi Radio 2008!

2010-12-13T09:05:00.003+08:00

Hey boy, thanks for all those care and much concern. Appreciated.

2010-12-08T09:53:00.001+08:00

Wats up with ur gf????? Melampau siakkkk!!!!!! tsk tsk tsk.

Rotting at home:Day 3

2010-11-18T13:36:00.005+08:00

Today is day 3 of my leave. Three more days to go. Im soo not use to stay at home for days. Going to work is my daily routine and that keeps me occupied.I cant find a reason of staying at home. Enough said, i will get my feet out in hours time. Meeting Azree for dinner and shopping!!! Yahooooo!

Okayyy..that guy called me earlier.He told me that he miss me so bloody much.Well, i miss him too actually! We were so use to have each others accompany in store but now that both of us took days off from work, things just works the other way round.We felt the lost of fun and laughter! I miss the working atmosphere where we all are sooo kecohhh!! Damn!!! I just hope that clock ticks faster than ever! I wanna get back to work.

Next, I was looking out on the cost of braces at one of the dental clinic nearby and i saw an advertisement on the clinic's glass door saying that they are looking for full time dental assistant. Still thinking about giving a try on the vacancy. Should i?? Then i can get discount for dental treatments.heh Fat hope!
Well, i think i should go tomorrw and give it a try.

I cant wait for tomorrw onwards. I just wanna get busy with Intan's wedding preparation. I wanna kills time! okie dokie..time to go..bbyee!

2010-11-16T12:16:00.002+08:00

Hey hi! Sorry for not updating for the past dayyyyssss. Well, i was quite occupied on those days.. Shall we start updating?? Hmmm..Its already the 16th November 2010.Tomorrow is 7teen and its Hari Raya Haji. Well wishes to all Muslim.Happy Hari Raya Aidil Adha okay :) Moving on next, Azree and i are ok.As per usual rarely meet up but constant updates over sms. Next, remember the guy who kissed me on my cheek the other day? Bloody hell him! Im still waiting for his confession!!! He keeps on saying ''dont know''! Sungguh tak gentlemen.com!!! blarghh!!!
Im kinda fall for him too actually.Who to blame?? Shitttt!!!

Next, This weekend gonna be a busy one for me..Its Intan's big day! Pitty her..preparation still not finish yet.No helping hand..I cant do much though..

For now, ive said enough.I need sufficient rest.till next update.tata!

ps: to whom it maybe concern. Why are we here? Why are u next to me? Whyy????

:) :(

2010-10-26T09:22:00.002+08:00

I think that we have feelings for each other and yet we still keep it to ourselves. The reason is because both are in relationshp.Do we stand a chance to own each other? hmm...We just throw affections and drop hints here and there. That sucks.. On the other note, im damn happy to hear that Dewi Ambarwati is coming over to Singapore again. I shall visit her in Bali next time!! Till the next post.tata!

Doubt abt that sweet kiss.

2010-10-24T12:21:00.003+08:00

I wanna say something in here..
Someone kissed me on my right cheek and that someone
is my good friend.
So whats that?
I wanna ask him why but im just too shocked that point of time.
Im still in doubt.
FYI, he has a GF oredddii!
So what i should do now?
I feels like doing confession bt im just not ready!
Argghhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!

Agung Diyana & Ahmad Derri

2010-10-23T00:26:00.003+08:00

I was sad to see them go.. Agung Diyana and Ahmad Derri, u are gonna be missed by us.

Thanks for all the help to the store.U all left a great impact on us. Thanks for all the memories..

See u guys in Jakarta soon. :) Love you all.

Thank You And Goodbye..

2010-10-21T07:54:00.003+08:00

Today is the day, THEY are waiting for..
Today is the day where we wish it will never come.
Goodbye my dear friend... Im gonna miss you guys...

Thank You Agung Diyana & Ahmad Derri Mursali..
The whole team gonna miss u..

Happy Birthday Agunk Diyana

2010-10-14T02:21:00.001+08:00

HAPPY TWENTY BIRTHDAY AGUNG DIYANA :)

I love u byy!

2010-10-13T10:24:00.003+08:00

I damn miss u!

Celebrations!!! Yeahhh!!

2010-10-06T16:56:00.005+08:00

Wooooohh.. Been soo busy this days.Ive spent my 3 consecutive weekends in Johor and i did have fun! Ive actually went Hari raya visiting with frens in JB, attended Shuba's wedding and also visiting 'mak' at Ulu Tiram.So many things need to be done these days and out of my thight schedule, im glad that i still have time for my friends and my byy.Work wise all are fine and it seems that working peeps are great than ever! I have fun working, they have fun too! We all have fun working together and we just love it!!! Well, here are some fun we had during Hakim's birthday which falls on the 5th of Oct!

Counting days..

2010-09-07T11:37:00.002+08:00

Lets not make this blog a dead one.So, here we go!!!!!!! Today is day 7 of the 9th month of the year 20 ten.haha.. Its my 1st year anniversary with ma boo! Ok b, one year and still counting k.. Thanks for everything, the tears, joy, memories and blah blah blahh.. I bought him a cell phone nokia E5 as i got one for myself too. He bought me 'Nova Dot' helmet..Ive been eyeing for it for monthsss.... thanks for the anniversary gift b..hehe..

Ok..next, Hari Raya is around the corner..3 days away and that is sooooo fast. Ive been doing night shift for a year plus and being a nocturnal has been a tiring one.The good part is that my world is upside down and time really past..I will only see the end and the start of each day. The rest of the time i will be in my lala land..see? I wish to extend the Ramadhan month and delay the syawal coz ive yet not done with all my Hari Raya's preparation.I need more timeee!!

For now, thats it..Ive nothing more to update.. I promise to spill out more in here in days to come k.. Orite ppl, time to go..tata

2010-09-02T12:21:00.002+08:00

Lets update! Ok Raya is really around the corner.. approx: a week away. Damn not prepared yet. Sesungguhnya kepala aku tga pening! I dont know why.. Well, b and i still fine.. im looking forward for tomorrw. Dendeng hunting with b!!! I need to grab raya's stuff tomorrw..heeshhh!
Till the next update..tata

2010-08-25T09:58:00.002+08:00

This blog is damn dead!! Ohh sorry bout that.. So currently im fine, as per usual still a nocturnal and i think my life ia soo slack. I feel like doing some shoutout in here today. I missed him badly. He met an accident 2 days ago and i feel so lost after he told me so. Its day 2 and i miss all his calls,jokes, laughter and voice over the hp. I MISS U SO MUCH! I hope u are fine.. Get well soon dear.Im waiting for u..

2010-05-07T19:56:00.002+08:00

Im back blogging. nothing special about life now.BORING! Working is as per usual.Nothing much..Hunting for jobs as sideline apart frm working. Byy is fine.we are fine :)

2010-03-22T02:38:00.002+08:00

I dont know how things gonna end like.Pls, not to the extreme of me hating ppl just because relationshp has over.I hate to do that so jgn cari kebencian aku!

Im starting something new today. I just wanna be a better someone.Rather than living in this kind of situation.arghhh..

:(

2010-03-15T10:13:00.001+08:00

Life is in its critical stage.I have lots to say in here but it seems that i have no courage to say it all. I keep a lot to myself.Arggghhh!!!

2 days before my big 20!

2010-03-01T07:20:00.003+08:00

Asking me on how i feel now?
Well..sucks!
Im doing the same repeating routines everyday..
Work-home..Seriously, i think that i need a life.
damn! I sooo looking forward to start schooling soon.
I cant deny that im having such a 'b-o-r-i-n-g' life..

turn back the clock as im going to turn 20 soon..Uncountable events happened continuosly for the past decade..It taught me so much and here i am now I had enough with whatever things that had happened and resulted me to feels soo demoralising. I lost my strengh somewhere while in this journey of life..I know that i have soo much goals and target to achieve 10 years from now.

I'll list it down..
My goals & target for 10 years down the road..
-To have at least a diploma
-Class 3 licence
-Blissful life
-Earning better than now
-Settle down 5-6 years from now
-Great Independent lady and a Happy Go Lucky!
-Be stronger than ever!

ps:Happy new month everyone!

Donny is back!

2010-02-22T03:43:00.003+08:00

HOT STORY!!

This is how the story goes...
Francis, a manager of mine received a call on last Saturday morning around fifteen minutes to 7am. I was busy messaging bf on my hp at that moment and when Francis approached me at the cafe and told me that the call is for me and mention my bf's name.First in my mind was like WTH is he calling my store where i am messaging him tht point of time.So, i did answer that call and confidently thought that it was my bf.But truly, its wasnt.The caller mention that he wanted a drink call ice milk with a pump of sugar in it.WTH, i somehow recognize the voice over the phone but still i cant recall the familiar voice.There i went..Shit! Donny??? It was him! Someone in the past..In my history book of life..All over my blog history..He was someone special back then.

I sounded somehow excited over the call. As friends i always thought.I miss him so badly coz we have not been meeting each other since break up 2 years back. See?? I cant believe that time really have past.. Ive moved on far2 ahead for 2 damn years.

Cut it short, he call up because he wanted to meet me that morning. i agreed and so he make his way down to my store and meet all his ex colleagues and myself.We headed down to Wheelock's Starbucks, had our morning breakfast while updating each other about our on going lives..

Before i meet Donny at that morning, byy came down as usual to see me. I told him honestly about my meetings with Donny later that day.I know that hes gonna be mad about it as he knows Donny and my history with him.He allows but was worried.I convinced him that its gonna be a normal friend2 meet ups and nothing more.He left me with a warning and condition.I need to call him after meeting with Donny to tell him what his real reason of meeting me.I agreed.

Donny wants a comeback with me! My bf's thought was true. I really wants to meet my bf that afternoon after meeting Donny.So byy waited for me after his halfday shift and i told him everything.He was so mad as all hes thought turns out to be true.I convinced byy again and told him that i did not have a comeback feelings for Donny. I had a bad times convincing byy and he just told me to be more careful and be faithful..Its sooo hard.I had a bad 20th February and ot leads me to fever now :(..

ps:byy, i know my feelings for u are true.Donny, im soo sorry..I dun have that feelings towards u anymore..after all that happened, ive moved on..

losing it all...

2010-02-08T00:47:00.003+08:00

hey im back.Feeling down :( always..
Im glad that he is back in town! yey! but he wont be working with me again..
The whole of his company wont be working with me again.Thats bad lor..
After 26 Feb, i dunno what will happen..It seems that i will lost everything here..
Thats really bad.Arghhh...

Better 2010 please??

The day is here..

2010-02-03T09:17:00.003+08:00

OMG..only god knows how i feel currently..Today gonna be a very 'serious' day.Its the day ive been waiting for after all things that happens..I know that its time for serious thingy and im soo lost now.My flu is get worst and i dunno what to do about it.Oh Allah.. i just need strengh to carry on with my life after this.May i be a stronger person after today.

2010-01-25T09:07:00.003+08:00

Firstly, Happy belated 23rd to dear fren, ROSLI JOHARI..
(24 January)
I was the 1st one to wish u 'live' yesterday at work..haha
not just wish okay..plus surprise brownie cake lagikk..haha
Im just appreciating people around me..
I guess he was shocked when i enter the riders' room with a cake..haha
Hes just one of my irritating riders whom love to get me piss with his american slang and nonsense..Anyway, i did remember his birthday..so there u go!

Secondly, alhamdullilahh.. life have been much2 better this days..
I guess walking out frm ppls life is better and it gave me more rewarding feeling. 2 weeks to go before he could enter Spore again..I was not really counting the days. Just reminded myself.thats all.He told me to wait for him and i will..not really anxious and thats the problem. I dunno why.Maybe im just getting used to live without him. Standing on my own feet is normal to me.Im dependent to no one coz i know god is always there for me.

Im telling u that Im walking away..
Just letting u know..

A start for a big CHANGE in 2010

2010-01-22T10:08:00.002+08:00

January have been a *toot month for me. It left me a great impact ever in my entire life of 19++. I seems to lost everything and i think that i gain something.Ive learnt after my falling. Allah have been greatest all time.Thanks Allah for helping me through.No one knows exactly what im going through maybe some of my working colleuge does but to be in my shoe will never be anyones choice. Alhamdullillah, i must say.. My prayers have been answered. I know i was fighting for my rights and i seems to lose it in peoples eyes but i know Allah answered my prayers because i was right to myself. Only god knows our real intentions and i won it for myself..

Ive gotta leave U behind and let u go on with your life..
I need to leave all those sweet memories once i had with u..
I need to leave all suffering once i had just to let u be mine..
I need to leave every single thing!
cause, i got miles to go and life to lead..
Face the fact, i will never be yours and u will never be mine..
coz its FATED no matter how much we love and want one another..
I will always pray for your good..always will..
Please promise me that u will always be a good guy like u were once when u r with me..
You know that i always have faith in You..always will..
Dont worry about me coz im gonna be fine..
As friends we will always be..
Goodbye love! :"(

2010-01-19T20:43:00.002+08:00

Sorry for not updating coz im having a big 'P'
Only Allah knows it and i hope it will turn out to be a good one.
Ya Allah aku memohon akan ketenangan jiwa..amin..

Monday= the day i miss u most!

2010-01-11T11:11:00.004+08:00

Monday is here and im rotting at home alone! School has started a week ago and so everyone is busy.Left me and dear lappy :) Good to be alone at home as i want some peace and privacy. So here i am blogging to throw all that keeps playing in my mind. Shitt!

I miss all those sweet moments with him. All those times that we had before starting from the very 1st day we confessed to the moments we argued, to the minutes we compromised to the time we had laughter to the time where we think too far ahead to the moment that we dream of in future..We just wanna be with each other! I know that its never easy, neither is it impossible.
I just need to get burn in a fire once again just to achieve all.. Love never fades, is just that situation changes..

I love u with all my heart and i know that u knew it!
Tq dear for always being there for me through all the sweet moments and hard times, through all the laughter and tears and hopefully good news awaits at the end of the road.I wish to have all those time just like before and i want to start a new journey and end it with u. Just U.
U know how much u mean to me ,dont u?

last shoutout to all O level candidates..
all the best for your result!

Its a starting of a new life (term 1)

2010-01-10T09:01:00.005+08:00

Sunday is here again.yeah.Its my only off day and i have no idea what to do..
Updates plss.Firstly, i lost my ipod :0(
i don't feel that lost though..Maybe yess, because it has sentimental value..
It was a gift from Byy..
Secondly, I'm starting anew..I feels better than 2 weeks ago..
Seriously tired of crying..I dunno wat-the-hell am i doing now.
Haiz..Nothing much for a start of a new year..
New resolution maybe? I just wants to be happy..
Happiness is mine! I have the right to own it..
Whats more could i ask for?
I'm bless with the one I'm with.I love with all my heart.
So does he.We are in the mid of the battle..and i have no idea how things will end..
I ask for nothing else.
Hes my greatest gift frm Allah..
To own him, its not easy. I need to be in the battlefield again.
I might have him forever or have to walk out frm his life forever..
either one..I hope for good! Love eternity please! :(

Before i end my post,
bdayy shoutout to dearest 1st assistant mgr
Haffis Sharizal!
Happy 22nd Bday,
Weii, takmo jadi matrep ahh!
haha perangai seii!
Enjoy k..

Finally, a better Monday than ever!

2010-01-04T13:05:00.005+08:00

I feel much better now.I can think better now..
I hope 2010 will be much better year than ever.*cross finger
Yesterday was Sunday and i spent the whole day rotting at home
Besides sleeping, i spent my hours with my lappy and play games over Facebook.
Thanks to Elaine..I stuck playing CafeWorld..haha
By finding something to do on my off day, it makes me feels much better.
I have a clearer view on what i wanna achieve this year.
I know that i can!
*Suddenly so positive on Monday..haha

Watever it is, i always pray for the best.

Aniways..Heres some wishes to both of my Cousins..
Shayidah Nur Hazimah (Zimah) & Nazri( Abg Ary)
Happy 9teen to Zimah & Happy 30++ to Abg Ary..
Have a nice Bday!
k chiau

The week's stories

2010-01-03T12:09:00.002+08:00

Got slammed by what had happened on the week which have just past..I dont even notice about the time that have just passed.Its Sunday and its my 'rotting at home day.' I just cant think of any activities to do other than pampering myself on bed to sleep. Things changes in a week.I lost myself.I cant think well and i cant be myself or the past week.

"Tiada siapa yang tahu..gejolak di dunia batinku.
Zahir kau lihat..bukan segala-gala..bibir tersenyum
menutup jiwa yang luka.."

I lost my stand now..
I dont think that im fine..
I lost some pieces of my broken heart..
So what if it get fix, its still not complete..

I leave it all to fate..
When its time to go,
I will..unwillingly

Losing Euhhh...

2010-01-01T12:41:00.004+08:00

My tears are getting cheap this days.. OMG..I can easily tear anytime anywhre..Sesungguhnya hanye Allah je yg tahu ape aku rase skrg ni. Im so down now.Still not mentally stable. I know i need to go through all these.Anyway i miss all my fellow frens.. Its been quite sometimes since we all go chilling at my house, holiday trips and etc..I miss those days..I swear! Im all alone here and i have been drifting away frm u guys due to my tight schedule and some reason of doing so. Thanks to Noor, Niah and Sham whom have taken their time off to visit me at my workplace although i know that they are busy with their own chores.

(im tearing badly now..)
I dunno on what decisions should i make now..
I cant bear seeing him cry..
I cant bear losing him too..
If i were to do so one day, im gonna do for his good..
I dun mind getting warnings and scoldings frm the ppl who loves him much as i do..
Although it may hurt me in the words that they have used, im still fine and i still take it..
I just wants to see u happy one day..with or without me..
That was my hope and my wish since starts till now..
For now, i can bear losing him too..I LOVE U soo much..more than i can say.
Anyway, thanks Francis for that piece of advice..
Im soo touched by the situation, thats why i teared..

I was just browsing through some of my ex-schmates blog and ive read all their entries to catch up with their on going lives..I was tearing all along after reading their entries..Everyone have hurdles to go thru in life and there goes mine..
I just wants u to be happy.Im willing to sacrifice..

To my gfrens, Mista & Nina,I MISS U ALL..cant wait to chill out soon!
Plsssssssssssss.... :)

2010-01-01T00:15:00.000+08:00

Hey ppl..Happy New Year.. Bye 2009..Hello 2010..
I dun miss u 2009! Such a shitty year! :(

Bye 2009

2009-12-31T11:33:00.002+08:00

2009 has been a miserable year for me..
What i did all year was just slacking!
yeah i did have enough of that.
Pls.. I wish that 2010 will be a better year..
Thats what i wish for..

A bad start of a week!

2009-12-28T08:33:00.005+08:00

I did not have a nice sleep.It was not a good one.
I know that theres a lot of things running through my mind.

Pada tika dan saat ini tak satu pun
yg tahu perkara sebenar yg terjadi..
Although i did it over my blog, Its just
a way to destress myself..But trust me coz
NO ONE knows what i am going through now.
Hatiku da mula tawar..
Aku tahu aku harus lakukan sesuatu..
Sesuatu yg mungkin tidak diinginkan..
Yang tak pernah terlintas difikiranku..
Apapun yg terjadi, keputusan utk kebaikan harus dibuat!
Its ok if i have to be hurt again..
Im fine with it..aslkan aku tidak melukakan yg lain..
Its better that way..
Apapun keputusan, kau harus tahu..
ia tidak dgn kerelaan hatiku..
I came across your life FOR GOOD..
Tak pernah pun terlintas untuk MERAMPAS atau MENGHANCURKAN
apa yg telah kau miliki sebelum ini..
Jika ia berlaku, pls tell me bcoz
I WILL NEVER FORGIVE MYSELF!

I just wants u to be better than what u are now.
Coz i know that u can!
Stop all your bad doings coz
i believe that one day u will..
Do it for yourself and not for me!

Tears for Sezairi and Myself..271209..I will never forget that!

2009-12-27T23:49:00.006+08:00

OUR NEW SINGAPORE IDOL :SEZAIRI SEZALI!!!

YOU DID US PROUD! I VOTED FOR U TWICE..HAHA..
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I had enough of tears today.I can feel as if that the whole world crushed down this afternoon around 2:30pm after received unexpected message from someone.Im speechless then. I know i was at wrong and even if i were in her shoe, i will do the same thing too.But i cant except all her message content.Its not true! WTH! Tears rolls down my cheeks after a moment of silence and shocked.Like ive said, IM SPPECHLESS. I dont see it comming but i have gut feeling saying so these days..
~~Pls choose one~~ Opps!! No.. I rather go..

I need to make decisions SOON..

Reminise

2009-12-27T09:32:00.003+08:00

Heyyy!!! hohoho Blated Chrismas to all..Been busy for the past few days.Im glad that im back blogging here.Done with chrismas rush..Up next will be the New Year's Eve rush.I hope it will be fine.Thanks for the good news Regina! I love that..Pay increment yey!
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Entering 2010 soon..Ive no idea on what is my new plan and resolution.haha
2009 is one of my worst year..Esspecially after graduating from school it seems that im still at lost at that point of time.Time past soo fast till now we are going to enter a brand new year. I wish for a better life..
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I wish that i could throw in more here on what i have in my thoughts but it seems that i have no courage of doing so..
No matter how much people say they understand, it still not much..Simply because we are the one who going through it.. Soo Biarlah Rahsia

Random Love notes

2009-12-21T08:30:00.009+08:00

Saat kau mula berkata kata pada pagi itu setelah hampir sahari berdiam diri, ku tahu aku amat merindumu..Suara yang telah mendampingiku setiap hari dan ku telah merasakan satu kehilangan tanpa mendengarinya.. Pada saat itu, baru aku mengerti apa itu makna rindu yang sebenar.. Terima Kasih CINTA!

Thankful..

2009-12-20T23:59:00.006+08:00

Here i am blogging after quite sometime since the last post. Well, ive been enjoying the wee ride of roller coaster! Ive just touched the land. Felling so great after arguements with B.Tell me, who wants to have arguements and misunderstanding with ur love ones?? Im aware of such a thing comming.Im mentally prepared before it happens. The arguements taught me something. It answered all my doubts about him that i have all these while.I feel far better than before. I love him more than i did before. So what if i got those lectures and scoldings from him? So what if i teared? Im satisfied enough and he has proven me something through all the shits that happens.. I hope we are going to be better than ever after watever happens..and I never change the for the worst..its just CHANGES FOR THE BETTER...I DID! :)

Lappy is comming home soon.. I cant wait for my beloved lappy to be home.
I want my privacy over p.c and not sharing anymore..yeahhh!

Feeling great! :)

2009-12-17T10:24:00.002+08:00

Random..

Im stuck with a lil bit of headache right now.All due to the downpour.Nevertheless, im still good.
Just wanna say that i feel greattttt! ily b!

Sunday a hell of fun!

2009-12-14T08:51:00.003+08:00

Yesterday was such a hell of fun for me. It was not as the usual sunday which i spent most of the hours in Lala land..I went out with new kiddy and he rocks my Sundayy! :) OMG, he is suchhh a cute lil kiddy!! (Gerammm hmmm..) So we did went to Vivo City to play with water and stroll down Ion @ Orchard to be presence among the Chrismas lightings..I was quite restless coz i did not get any sleep after doing my nightshift the day before but i was still able to have fun and most important thing is the kiddy did have fun! I hope so he did.. Knock off at around 11+ and able to have my peaceful rest..Here i am again counting minutes to go to work.. Its Monday and its my afternoon shift day.OK.Monday bluesss!!

ps: I want to have my own kids :(

Eighth day of December

2009-12-08T12:16:00.004+08:00

Boohoo!Its the eighth-day of the last month of the year 2009.Dang! I guess i seriously need a 'life' man!!woohoo..Things are getting better and i hope my life runs smoothly.Btw, cafe gonna celebrate its 1st anniversary this coming 13 and that marks its one year of 'blending' frappe and preparing good coffee with a sense of artistic on it. Latte art, i just wonder when im gonna master it.heh.. I just got no much time to practice doing it well. Half a year more can??Talking about cafe, i just encounter customers who came to cafe and ask for a cup of 'Mcafe'?? Mcafe is a brand la duh?? I just got myself pissed off sometimes.I just want to know on what type of coffee does they really wants? Most of the time, i decides for them and just brew them Mcafe's all-time -favourite, Cappuccino..hmmm..

Lets do some shoutout..I cant wait for to night.. Zombieland!!!

Helpless!!!

2009-12-07T13:49:00.003+08:00

Ive got no idea of wat i have in my mind these days. Haywire. Ive been doing things which im not in favour of doing it.Maybe im trying to run away from the reality.Currently, stress mood. I hope i will be fine soon.Im helpless..

Would like u to know that i love u sooo much.
No matter what. its just the way u makes me feel.
Be good, and i will always love u.

No.5 day in December.

2009-12-05T12:25:00.004+08:00

Saturday?? yipee..! Yeahh..Tomorrow off day.
Btw, me not good..Throat having infections.. arghh!
Yummy food = tasteless ehk..
Wahhh..rugi besar siol!
Oh ya..Swensen's ice cream buffet was heaven.
Due to my throat infections, i din enjoy it well :(
I wanna go there again please..
December runs fast..Its the 5th day liao.
Reminising all the biggest impact of the year 2009,
Just a word to describe it all...
'SLACK'!

It was never my choice to become a slacker.
It was just an alternative route.Im making good use of it
coz i wanna start serious next year.
Getting there soon. please..Currently, too slack!

yummy yummy

2009-12-03T10:15:00.003+08:00

I cant wait to indulge the yummy yummy ice cream later..
50 over flavours of I-SCREAMMMM!!!
Guess where?
Sweetheart, i cant wait for the evening to come..
:)

Breathless

2009-12-02T10:30:00.002+08:00

Lots to tell about all-the-shitty-stuff that resulted me to call 01 December's night shift as the shitty day for all staff in FG! Firstly,the store's aircon brokes down.That's sooo heaty!Secondly, delivery orders were so overwhelm! Partly because theres a divert orders from other store, not enough crew and riders..Ahhh..theres the add on to the shitss..and that resulted more complains of late orders and etc..Double the shitness.I just pity my dear Sam,the manager who is on shift. He gets sooo stressed up.I cant blame on that. If i were him, i think i will broke down too. Such a disastrous day ever in my life.I dont wish to encounter that again. Despite being so stress up with the 'hotness' of the shift, ive learnt something which i think is useful in case such things happen again in future. Whatever the situation are, dont get panic (kanchong) and never ever promise customers in such a situation..we are just getting overselves in trouble.

Oh ya..b got a deep cut on this ankle.
I just pray for his fast recovery so that he can walk faster? hmm..hahaa

Before I end my post..
I would like to express my greatest acknowledgement of not knowing that 2009 is going to end in 29 days..WTH??
The diary of 2009 going to close soon. I wanna have a new wishlist for the new year of 2010!
Till then..tata

X-cited

2009-11-30T10:48:00.002+08:00

My hearts dancing..
Coz, i cant wait for tonight after 11pm!
See u later :)
I'm not lying
I'm excited despite having just half a day :(

Post- broken plan

2009-11-30T03:23:00.004+08:00

Early Monday, I cant even sleep at this time.
Maybe its due to my daily routine which is being a nocturnal.
Im still fine.I just hope that i could get up early later and rush down
to grab Ninja Assassin's movie tickets.
IM SOO WANNA WATCH THAT,COZ HE WANTS TOO! heee

Im still not over with store's commotion and crisis.
Its just getting on my nerve.Ive requested for an anuual leave and its not been approved?
Stop it ehh? Soo last minute and still bother get me to work later??sheeshh..
What do i get then?
"Thanks Waney for your cooperation.." She sounded so sacarstic lahh!
WTH?? I just dun understand sometimes..Humans love to be in mask!
Get lost la b****!

It ruins my plan for tomorrw's outing.We've planned well and it just ends up
having half a day together?? Better than nothing rite? He gets angry about it
and start showing his sulky face.I know that its not gonna be easy to get him back
to the right mood.Ive just need to do more.Not to impress but to let him know that
im badly affected by the unapproved leave that ive requested for too!
A bar of snickers chocolate can?
It will gets u melt rite??hehe

Watever it is, lesson learnt! I hope it wont happened again!
One thing for sure, unwanted, unplanned stuff will just come
across the line to anything.
Be more alert and must have plan B!
Be prepared Waney!

Last and not least,
Congrats to Nona Kirana & Hisham Zain
for their engagement on the 22November..
Moga kekal hingga ke akhirnya..
Hisham, jgn lupe jemput bdk2 RA2008 ye..
Tak sia2 kite kacau u dgn Nona..
Menjadi ekhh..hehe

Alrite..chiau babe!

Life sucks Again!

2009-11-29T09:04:00.004+08:00

Sunday..Finally..Off day is here..My last off day was 2 weeks ago..sooo, imagine how tired i am now? Seriously no life rite? I hope for a new changes soon.I feels like getting out from store A.S.A.P. Things are getting crucial and store are becomming more haywire.
Social problems='SOSIAL'
WTH kann??I cant be bothered by things that happened..
Frankly speaks, im depressed.. theres tons and tons of things i have in my thought..
I dunno where should i start? I cant find any solution now, i keep on turning pages and pages without solving anything..Not that i cant be bothered, its just not the rite time to think??
I guess so..Arghhhh!!!!!!!!!! Life sucks :(

In No Connection

2009-11-28T21:13:00.003+08:00

Its been quite sometimes since my last write in..
Due to my PC breakdown, im at no connection..
PC at its crucial stage, soo i need to rush on to blog.

I cant believe what ive found and what i have now..
He makes my life complete! I hope theres more to say than just i love u?
coz he means lots to me.More than everything! Thank u soo much B..
Thanks for all the care, concern and love!! May it last till end of time..

Ps: Laptop now on service..i hope for fast recovery pls..

My love for you is growing!!! yey!

2009-11-20T13:41:00.004+08:00

Takkan Pisah!!!

I was searching for this song title and the singer high and low..and Ive found it in my ipod! Stupid kann??By the way, pls enjoy it.. the lyrics rocks!

(Dedicated to someone..Unwanted conflicts happened..It does not affect the love that i have for u..Take it as a lesson and so we know each others strength and weaknesses..Just for your information, my love grows after all those conflicts..It blossom and thats the reason for all my smiles this morning of 20th November..Thank U B!

:( Why things happen?? im soo sad..

2009-11-19T17:01:00.003+08:00

tadaaa...Wireless can be use liao..
Wahhh..sooo boring without wifi for abt 2 weeks..euhh..
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Lots of thing happened between us these days..
But my love for him still stays..
Love u lots B..
Hold on and have a bit patience k.. :)

ok gtg...
late for a date..haha

Fighting for love,still and to the end!!

2009-11-15T20:27:00.003+08:00

Its Sunday again and i have not been sleeping since finished working this morning..
I feel soo damn letargic + no mood..

Oh Allah, pls answer my prayers..
Its for good although i know well that i need to go through alot
just to be with him.. :"(

To him..
Pls hold one coz im still holding on still..
Theres a reason why and i know that u know it..
Nothing can express how much u mean to me..
Its just u and me who knows it well..
Im doing my best and all..
I really need your support..
May Allah lead us to a way and im sure theres a reason behind everything..
:(

2009-11-08T10:42:00.002+08:00

Lets start with 'I HATE SUNDAY' Theme! Basically yeah..I hate sunday..Title say soo..
Yit Yee @ Ah Moy,took her very 1St no show today..She balek kampong coz she hates the opening manager today..hmmm..(i hate her too!) haha..I did OT while waiting for Aroona to turn up..Ding Fu was scaring me.He told me that Aroona wont turn up today due to yesterday customer slam..(many customer lorr...)WTH! I was telling myself that Sunday sucks..Its my only off day and i need to OT?Haiyohhh..Just as i thought, Ding Fu was wrong..0810hrs, Aroona turned up.. :) I chow at 0815hrs sharp!

Life has been a tough one for me this days..Haizz... I dunno why..
Ive been eating and eating like nobody's business!
Ive gain that 2 damn bloody kgs back! WTH..It tooks me months to lose it ekh!
Im stressed up..

Till then..i will blog often i guess..hehe

ps:Im missing u Byy!

2009-11-03T09:00:00.002+08:00

Wahhhh.. Just realise sumthing..Its Already 03 Novemeber lahh.. around 2 more months to new year..Fuyoohh! Cepat gituk eh..Basically there'll be more serious plan comming up for myself next comming year.Its time to get into serious business..2009,Slacking enough for myself! I think, i really need that! haha..I wanna get back to school, then hope to get better job and lead a better future..insyaallah..

These days, working was fine..happy.. like usual..
but with an extraordinary smile on my face.. :)
bet u guys know why..haha

Well, nothing much more to say..
Lastly.. Happy 26th Birthday to Shannen Ad-linn!
May god bless u! :)

I hate sunday :(

2009-11-01T12:01:00.004+08:00

Boohooo..I miss him soo much..
Its Sunday and official off day for us..
I dunno that i love him soo much till now then i realize..
U mean WORLD to me..
i love u byy!
I may not know what ive done but what i know
its all from my heart..
and i wish to call u mine :)

Lets talk about love..

2009-10-26T08:06:00.005+08:00

In my life there's been heartache and pain

I don't know if I can face it again

Can't stop now, I've traveled so far

To change this lonely life..

I wanna know what love is

I want you to show me

I wanna feel what love is

I know you can show me

I'm gonna take a little time

A little time to look around me

I've got nowhere left to hide

It looks like love has finally found me

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With a smile on my face up from bed early in the morning,
I finally realised how happy I am to be in the presence of Love..
Yeah ppl,~~I think~~ Im in Love..
Finally!!

ps: 4 me to know, 4 you to find out.. :)

2009-10-23T13:04:00.002+08:00

Hey people! Im back..
Ive been attending the CSP course for the last 3 days!
Its a hell of fun!!!
serious..haha..
Still got 2 days left, next tuesday & wednesday.
Cant wait to have fun..
After the whole course then i will post all the pictures okay?

Im going back to work today and as usual, nightshift..
Its the monopoly promotion and i cant wait to
get back to work :)

Lastly, i cant wait for next week..
im sure its gonna be a week of fun!! :)
till then..tata

Smiley Sunday :)

2009-10-19T01:08:00.003+08:00

Okayy..dah Sundayy..Off Dayy..Dah habiss..
cepat gitu kann??
12hrs more to go bfore siap2 pi keje..
Today M3 shift lahh..
Then Tuesday till Thursday, I will be having CSP course..
haishhh..

Nothing much for a Sunday..
Went off frm work, sleep and go
Kak fiqah's hse..thats all..
However this weeks Sunday left me a BIG smile on my face..
biarlah Rahsia ekhh..hehe :)

Orite gtg now..
chaloo betehh..

2009-10-17T10:29:00.004+08:00

Hey people!
Deepavali's special edition..
I will blog in Bahasa Me-la-yu ekhh..

Sumpah perut aku tenga sakit skrg ni!
Aku punye pandai minum air berkabonat pagi2!
haha bodoh nyee aku ekhh..
Sesungguhnye aku layankan tekak
yg haus je..

okay Lets get serious now..
I would like to tell u something..

Sesungguhnye banyak yg aku pendam
dlm hati aku..
memang aku taknak siape pon yg tahu..
not even u okay?!
Ntah kenape aku emo sgt minggu ni..
but the best thing is that im
damn happy : )
I just wanna tell u that im happy!
Aku rase selesa sgt bile ngan kau..
tak pernah aku rase selesa sebegini bile dgn org..
the reason is that i just can get along well with u..
Aku tahu yang aku akan kehilangan kau suatu hari nanti..
I know that i need to face that fact that im gonna lose u one day..
but..i hope not now..

nak tinggal pesan cket ni..

One day bile aku takde lagi dgn kau,
pls take good care of urself..

One day bile aku takde lagi dgn kau,
pls remember segala pesanan aku pat kau..

One day bile aku takde lagi dgn kau,
tolong jgn buat keje2 gile lagi..

One day bile aku takde lagi dgn kau,
tolong jgn pernah berhenti tersenyum..

One day bile aku takde lagi dgn kau,
tlg ingat bahawa aku selalu akn
mendoakan kebaikan dan segala kebahagiaan kau..

Lastly sebelum terlambat..
aku nak bilang kau yg aku sayang sgt pat kau
n aku suke sgt tengok kau happi..
kebahagiaan kau adalah sumber happiness aku ehh. :)

ps: oh shitt! Im crying.. sob2*

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Okay everyone..
HAPPY DEEPAVALI!

Chalo betehh..

2009-10-15T15:56:00.003+08:00

A lil updates..
Rain has just stop pouring heavily..
thank god..
Oh plss..i wanna make it to my
appointment with someone this evening..
I hope sun will shine again..pls..

Emo week!
hahhh.. i dunno why.
Things started to be serious
and ive started to think a lot these days.
i just cant sleep well :(

On a side note,
to whom it may be concern,
i dunno why its U.
Seriously..I have no idea why it is U.
For all the people whom i can go
much further with, i dunno why im
still stuck here with U.
U are simply one of a kind and the one
im looking for BUT...
I know that these cant last forever..
I just can hope that it will never end..
I know that im gonna lose U one day..
But i just dunno when..
not so soon pls..
coz U are responsible for all my smiles :)
As U know, U are greatly appreciated..

Ok ppl, chalo betehh

U are the reason of my smiles every morning after 6 a.m!

2009-10-14T10:21:00.004+08:00

Hey everyone! Ive just reached home..Let me do some updates..
4teen of october..6 more days to go before CSP course started..

(Natalong, pls update me more on the CSP course..u went b4 rite?)

Btw, i miss bro soo much.Hes in India now and i badly miss him..
*sob2
I hope he get me some saree..haha
(nak sambut deepavali lahh!!)

I just wanna say something here..
U are the reason for all my smiles every morning except on
Monday..haha :)

I hope i can go out with u again..ohhh pls..

To Dellina (if u read my blog)
Happy 19th birthday to u girl! I miss u badly!
its been such a loooooooooooooooooooooooong time since we
last chat abt all stuff.
i miss u! enjoy ur day ehh :)

ps: i dun wanna lose him..

2009-10-11T19:51:00.001+08:00

Sunday! Off day..Spending it by staying at home sleeping.haha
Very tired.okay!
Any ideas on where to get itouch silicon case in lime green??
Haiyoh..someone insisted to get it in green!
where to get sia??
Btw...
Everything went smoothly..alhamdulillah..
:)

2009-10-05T15:59:00.002+08:00

Its been quite a long time since my last post..
So here i am updating yea..
Basically, hari raya went well..the wishes, visiting and food..haha
but this year im quite pack with work routine and so i cant make it to some hari raya outing with peeps. i went with my ITE gangs only.. :(
I just have to skip with other clans...

I love yesterday! love it sooo much..
i went for a date?? haha not really..
Its a must to go out with him!
happy ehh.. :)
I am soo happy..its just tht time past sooo fast..
I want another day with u..pls

Working straight this week.
Course will start on the 20th of oct..
*sigh
im gonna miss u badly.. :(

To Nata Long, i miss ur crapness a lot!!!
hahaha..pls do come dwn and visit us at Forum okaY??

Last wish, to Andhika Bayu Putra..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY! I think u just turned 23 today??
haha.. Enjoy ya!

2009-09-20T07:22:00.002+08:00

Just Wanna Wish U Guys

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI!
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EID MUBARAK
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MINAL AIDIL WAL FAIDZIN
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MOHON MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN...

2009-09-19T19:55:00.002+08:00

He said "Sesungguhnya Masa Mencemburui Kita.."
She said "hmm..Ape maksudnye ye?? " :)

Kepada semua umat Islam Sedunia..
*Eid Mubarak*

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Goodbye dear Ramadhan..
Till we meet again.. insyaallah..

2009-09-17T17:34:00.002+08:00

Things were not as what expected (*least)
As Ramadhan is at its final, challenges are off at its peak.
I had a small misunderstood thingy with him this morning.
It was the worst ever! However, we clear up fast as he
put aside all his egos and apologise to me.
Apologising was never expected.That surprised me.
I did the same thing too!

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I took a M.C today and its unwillingly.
The reason is because that i wanna work for
the last time with him before going off for Raya leave..
Nvm then, tomorrw we will be meeting.
Confirm banjir..
*sob sob

ps: i wish to call u mine.Can i have a duplicate version of u?

2009-09-15T08:48:00.002+08:00

Today dah tuesday okay..It seems that this year's fasting month 'runs' faster than any other year before..Maybe bcoz the breaking fast time..hmm..However, this year was the most horrible in the preparation of raya.Left with 4 days to raya and ive only bake 'a' type of raya cookies only!!! Only ONE type horr!! Rabak kann?? I hope that on this friday i'll get the time to grab my 3rd pair of baju kurung..Seriously, MOOd Raya dah lari ahhh..I wanna get that back can?

ps:i wanna hear the 'HARI RAYA CEMPAKA BIRU' song

2009-09-13T17:24:00.000+08:00

Nak report nih..
Im damn-so-happy these days..
Thanks to 'him'. Never fails to makes me happy.
Padahal dah jelak tengok muke each other at work.
Irritating gituk eh..
We both agrees that we are comfortable with each other
and apreciates all the times that we had together.
(I mean out frm the shift time)
but we got nothing on okayy!!
tak boleh lahh :(

orite gtg.. nak buat suji ni.hehe

2009-09-08T11:30:00.004+08:00

Love knocks me down.AGAIN!
The same old wrong way..

This is another challenge..
Im in the mid way..
I know that i need to choose the right path
and the most important is not to repeat the same mistake again..
I just wanna see myself happy..
That would be a great joy for me..

Sorry for not accepting your love..
Its just gonna be another mistake..
I would not want to see myself in tears..
It will be just another BLEEDING LOVE..

I just want to be save and not letting my heart breaks again..

2009-09-05T09:40:00.002+08:00

I just feels like blogging.So here i am..
I'm simply pissed off with w-a-d-e-v-e-r things that happened these days.
(sungguh mencabar aku di bulan ramadhan yg penuh barakah ni..)
But wadever it is, im still fine and get myself going well with life.

Next, im looking forward to break-fast + movie day with Azree on this Monday
I hope everything will go smoothly..insya'allah..
Monday gonna be a double happiness as 'something' is
going to arrive..haha..

ps: I want that HP pink lappie. :(

2009-09-04T11:25:00.000+08:00

Azree!!! Buy me a new Lappie okay??
hahaha..
I think my lappie going to condemn soon.
Plss not soo soon.
I still need u..
4 months at least??

2009-08-26T10:26:00.002+08:00

I wanna blog with full expression and make sure this aint a short post anymore! Let me throw out all in here..

These days..Im feeling damn down
These days ..Im feeling damn moody
These days..I realised that Im not the same like before..
These days..I feels like accepting new love but NO i dont think its a good idea..
hmm..

I just wanna say that..
Im blessed with all Allah's gift to me.
Im blessed with the circles of fren that ive got with me.
A million tq for always being there for me.

I wanna throw out all in here but there it goes again.i just cant pour it out..
haishhh..biarlah rahsia ehh..
Selamat berpuasa eh people!

2009-08-17T23:54:00.002+08:00

Monday blues..haha..Ive just finish my shift. It was kinda boring. Seriously 'mendak' ehhh.. I hate to do afternoon shift nowadays. Now that theres no fun crews, it just sucks.All i did was waiting for the time to past.Haizzz..

Counting down, 5 more days to Ramadhan.
The bulan suci is finally here.
It is another mark on how time flies.
I did not notice on the time that passes..
Soon Hari Raya is here again yey!..

Before i end, Happy 24TH Birthday Zulkhairi Al Hakim!

2009-08-11T08:26:00.000+08:00

I know im late.Happy 44th Birthday Singapore!!!
IM PROUD TO BE A SINGAPOREAN EKHHH!!

Ok later got audit! I hope for a failure!
Haiz..werking later afternoon shift till 5am next day.
:(

I feel sucks!

2009-08-06T15:47:00.005+08:00

Wednesday 5th Aug was sucks! It started off shit and ends more shitty!Wad the *toot!!
I ended my day at 5am on the 6Aug on bed!
I did not bother to think on what happened on the day before.
All i need is just a peaceful rest and hope to be fine when i wakes up.
Thats all i want and all i can wish for..

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Its not you.Its me part 2..

2009-08-05T19:28:00.003+08:00

To Uncle A,

Wadever had happened early this morning, i took it as a conclusion to what im seaarching for all this while.Its your words that makes me think.Terima Kasih.If only all are like u.ahhh.. heaven!
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Orite ppl.My head is damn soo heavy.I guess i need some headbangging..hmm..
I just want some times for myself..I need it AGAIN..
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Its not you.Its me part 1..

2009-08-05T18:30:00.003+08:00

Ouch! Your words hurt me this morning of 5 Aug.

Saya rasa bukan awak tapi saya yang cukup bermasalah.

Saya yang ada masalah dengan diri saya..Bukan awak..

Saya perlukan orang yang jujur dengan setiap kata-katanya..

Seperti awak.

Setinggi-tinggi terima kasih Saya ucapkan..

kerana saya amat perlukan ITU..

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2009-07-24T19:55:00.002+08:00

I have less than 24hours to get my luggage pack.I still have not gotten my 6-8hours sleep.Thanks to disturbance over my hp.I'm feeling damn tired + headache.I hope to get sufficient rest before flying off tomorrow.

Excited for vacation yet sad to leave my colleagues.I'm going to miss all my 'night owls'
especially that uncle Azree..thanks for the prayers and sure i will get u some souvenirs.
It seems that i have nothing much to say now.Till meet again after 5 days???tata

2009-07-22T10:58:00.002+08:00

Its already wednesday?? need to tolerate just 2 more nights.
Bandung..here we come!!
Please pray for my safety..hope everything go smoothly..
Insyaallah..

2009-07-11T01:34:00.002+08:00

I miss blogging okay! I just dun have the right things to blog all this while.
As i said, life is damn fcuking boring eversince school has ended.
I dun care. Im enrolling diploma soon.A.S.A.P.coz i just hate my current life.Too slacking.

Lets do some updates..
Currently down with bad flu+running nose.
MC for 2 days + a day of Annual leave + Off day soo total days rotting at home will be 4days.
Im so gonna head back to kampong this Sunday.I wanna join all my cousins.Having some function there?? kind of lahh..Buat ramai-ramai lahhh!

Counting down..
Exactly 2 weeks before heading to Bandung.
So far 75% preparation of bookings has been done.
I cant wait to meet my indo crews there..
They gonna bring me 'pusing2 keliling kota Bandung' haha
EXCITED BANGET DEHHH..

Lastly, im still having thought of switching job.
Should i ??

challoooo betehhh..

Day-2

2009-06-24T09:05:00.002+08:00

To that very good friend of mine.
Just a question to u.. -WHY??
The three letter word already makes my head
spinning around for 2 nights.
Did i say or do anything wrong that might hurt u in any ways?
(I dun think soooo..)
I hate being in this situation okay..haishhh..
The last msg was that Fathers day msg to u.
n there comes 'peace' for 2 days...
I DUN GET IT..
I hope it will end sooon.
Specific date : 24 June 2009,Wednesday

2009-06-22T11:38:00.003+08:00

Now that its Monday, I burnt my one and only Off day
by sleeping for such a looooong hours.
Im simply tired.
Furthermore, i left my wallet in store and
that gave me best reason for being lazy
to get out from my house to meet my friends.
Its okay then.

I cant wait for July.
Im gonna take around 8-9days annual leave.
Balik kampong + Holidayssss.yey!
I need that break.Dont u??

I wanna grab something to eat.
chalo.

2009-06-19T13:35:00.002+08:00

If only u are mine,
I'll be the most happiest women on earth.
but the fact is, 'I dun belong to you'
I dun feel such a lost here
as we can always be "friends"
I appreciates you in every way.
The most important thing is..
THAT LISTENING EAR..
Seriously, i never ever found such like you.

ps: Im still thinking if i should watch that 'transformers' movie with u..hmmm...

Ohh.. aku malu giler lahh..
kan aku da bilang kau siang2..hahak

2009-06-17T16:15:00.003+08:00

Back again to blog in.No special things to say in here.
Life damn bored.Yayayayaaa..I have no life. I need to agree with bro as he told me that.
Did i mention before that im killing my time well at work??
Im blessed with those people around me every night.
The 'pakcik2 quaters'..I just got to know that guy nowadays love gossiping.
They did it far better than ladies..haha.
Ade je hot stories nak dikongsikan ehhh pakciksss..
haha.They are in their late 20s and i call them pakcik.haha.
Its okay then. The most important thing is that they rule my nightlife at work!
Sure theres something to learn frm all of them.hmm.. good!

I just borrowed novel which Intan recommended me to read.
It seems that i lost touch with novels quiet a long time ago..
The best thing is that i got no time to read the novel now!
I cant afford to miss my sleep okay! :)

Im telling now in here..
I miss Ravi sooo damn blady much.
I know that i have not been appreciating his presence well.
Im soo sorry Ravi..
Please dont leave me in the store alone.
I need a dmn blady friend like you who tolerate well with my
lame-ohh jokes and nonsense.
You did it well and i love your unlimited patient!
For a guy to have that kind of patient is sooo unbelievable!
I need more kit kat frm u too!!!
I hope u will change your mind.
Plz extend for at least 1 more year can??
i hope sooo :(

Im fcuking bored.. I need to sleep now..
see ya!

2009-06-11T14:45:00.002+08:00

I miss blogging! Ive got tons to talk about but it seems that i just can tell any in here.
Basically I feels that time is running fast now. Maybe is due to my working timing.
Seriously, i miss schooling days. I miss having fun in school.Be it sec school or ITE.

Btw, ive made up my mind and decision has been made. I hope for the best.
I hope its the best. I know that what i need is just strength and I CAN DO IT this time.
insya-allah..

Hey its June and its the mark of half a year. Thts fast!!!!
Watever it is, i wanna get back to sch by 2010 okay??
Im craving for more knowledge.haha

Next, i think that im having super duper fun time at work.
Thanks to all my 'nite kakis'.Without them, my nights would be damn bored.
You all are the stars and moon for all my nights!
Thanks for making my nights a thoughtful one!

okok..chalooo... I need to sleep and get rest before my night shift.
3 more nights to go!

2009-05-28T20:49:00.003+08:00

Alamak amacam Barcelona bleh menang uhhh??
Im aware of both teams' strength and weaknesses.
What can i say is both are the best!
Luck are on Barcelona okay?? hahhh..
FYI, I did not get the chance to watch the match coz im at werk.
During the Half time and Full time, service was damn in.
I know the score although i did not watch the match.
By just 'study' the faces of all MAN U fans, i got it right!
2-0 hahhh..
MAN U fans came and dine in with face full of disappointment...
What i can do is just draw a Happy face on their Large cup of Hot Choc to make them happy??
I know i cant do anything to change the score.hahh
Fine ok.Barcelona takes the Trophy!

Orite, gtg...
chalo

24/7

2009-05-27T19:06:00.004+08:00

TwentyFourSeven

Where i spend all my nights at.

Stock taking time!

A treat for me.

Im waiting to be fetch! Just hate to wait.

Hahhh..Im bored! Damn! I feel like doing something new. But i still cant find any.

ok..Just cant wait..Bandung! Here i comeee!!!!!

2009-05-25T13:01:00.002+08:00

Let me spell it out..
E-M-P-T-Y!
Yeahhh..EMPTY..haaasssshhh
I felt damn bored!
Thruout the days and the nights,
i spent in at work.
Im blessed with a circles of 'members'
that always been there for me.
thanks all.I know that
i will be seeing u guys during my nights
and mornings at work.
I may be sick and tired of
seeing your faces everyday
but im not bored spending my time
talking with u guys.
Be it crap or wat. U
all have kill my time
well at work.
Till i realise that its a SUNDAY
and my only off day.haha

I can wait for holiday.Its goona be in July!
ahhh.I just need that soo much aites..

2009-05-24T08:00:00.002+08:00

HAPPY SUNDAY TO ALL!!
Its my another sunday off!
I just cant get enough!
Dang! I need more off daysss!

Azree gonna be away.
Working gonna be boring without him.
Dead night!haha..
I know im crapping a lot!
Simply nothing to do.

I wanna meet all my ex ite mates on 4th June!
Jgn tak jadi ahh

2009-05-12T16:08:00.002+08:00

A dinner over sis's 14th Birthday

Done and over with (Graduation Day)

So above was some of the agenda that I was involved totally and its a mark of
sweet memories for the start of the Month of May. I hope for more to come.
Life damn bored.

I will be starting back my night shift and im preparing myself to see the ticking of clock that
gonna be fast! I will be the one chasing after all those minutes and seconds..
Its okay! Im on for it.No promises of often blogging but i will when the time
stop chasing me.ok tata.adios.Take Care! :)

2009-05-10T23:39:00.002+08:00

Multiple post for today.Sorry abt that.
I just feels like saying something in here.
Currently,at this moment and at this point of time,
I feel soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

DOWN
DEPRESSED
STRESS
USELESS
LOST
REGRET

I know that im not suppose to feel that way as in suppose
to look on a brighter side of life.But i just dun have the right amount of
strength to keep me strong..Im still trying..
This is the lowest mark of strength ever in my 19 years of living.
I know that im running from the fact and here i am again back to sq 1.
LIKE U KNOW WHAT I MEAN??
No u dont!
May this be a turning point.
I HOPE SO

2009-05-10T17:00:00.002+08:00

First of All.I would like to wish all mums a HAPPY MOTHERS DAYYY!!!!
A day for all mothers! A million thanks to my mum Mdm Fawziah Yusof! Love u lotss!!
Muakkkksssss...!!

Im going for another 'K-ing' session. Melalakkkk time! Me and the usual will have our Unwind session later.Still waiting for the Late king's call.Hairul will be late and its a F-O-R-E-V-E-R thing! I hope that he will change that bad habit and be punctual! heeshhhh..

ps: Im craving for more chocolate cake..yum2..

Gtg..bye!

2009-05-08T22:40:00.002+08:00

Happy 14th Birthday Nurul Syairah!
Study hard for your exams!

ok..im sooooo damn lazy to blog today.Too tired.
Will upload photos n blog more tomorrw.chiau

2009-05-06T02:14:00.002+08:00

Lets update!
Nothing much. Work, work and work.
Fun but bored at times too!
Everyday has a different story.
I miss studying soo much.
Im gonna enrol for diploma next year.
2009 gonna be a fast one! Trust me.
Its gonna be half a year soon.
I miss all my peeps.
I need to chill!!!
Im too stress up!
Arghhhhhh..

2009-04-28T07:51:00.004+08:00

I hope to blog more this time.
I dunno where to start.hmm..
Lets talk about last Saturday the 25th April 2009!
I attended the SLCafe class at HQ.It was fun!!!!
Nothing much but i did have fun meeting all Shift Leaders
from all parts of Singpore's Mcafe.Cool.We are the Mcbrewers!
Sharing session were great.Faliq and Jemat were there too!
Im looking forward for more classes.
Simply miss studying & attending classes. :(

I miss all my peeps and badly need to chill out!
April is comming to an end and i dunno what to do.
Basically im just looking forward to the month of July.
ITS A HOLIDAY MONTH!!!

2009-04-21T10:30:00.002+08:00

Before i go to sleep, i wanna let out my feelings in here.
Read this people *I'm freaking HAPPY & at the same time, Lethargic today!
Yesterday night was tiring and fun. It was on Haffis's shift.We did housekeeping and scrubbing of floors.yey! Store close for like 4 hours and all we did was just cleaning of store. That will be the reason for my tiredness.The reason for my happiness in the morning of 21st April is that the hot guy from Marina Sq is here at Forum for attachment.FALIQ.Damn hot..ahhhh..morning melts..haha.I promised him to drop by his store when I'm free one day.haha.

ok thats all for now. I wanna sleep now.tired.haishh..

2009-04-17T17:29:00.003+08:00

Sick and tired of life routine that i have been adapting since school ended. Im still here hunting for better job.Fliping thru the 'recruits' section on STRAITS TIME every morning with a slight trauma of getting a new work environment same like when i was doing my Industrial Attachment.TRAUMA babe! Only Yana knows the ugly side of that office and people. Ah pleasssee..I dont wish to have that again in my life.

I miss school.Badly.
Graduation Day 7 May 2009

2009-04-14T19:50:00.002+08:00

Im out for a new job.Any vacancies? Not F&B Okay! :D
I need a life!!! Arghhh!!!!!!!!